Lying beside me just hours ago

Now all that’s left here is a tear-soaked pillow

And I curse the sun that’s shaking me from this slumber

Telling me the night is now over 

And I must face my first morning without you

 

Two glasses half full on the bedside table

I hear a car move but I know I’m not able

To pretend my world didn’t end last night

But now the truth hits me in the light

And I must face my first morning without you

 

I walk down the hallway and see your coat hanging

And I breathe your air like a ghost surrounding

But I know that I may never see you again

And I curse the fates that made it all end

Now I must face my first morning without you

 

And I know my world must somehow keep on turning

And I must do something close to living

Don’t want to move

Want to just hide and scream

Oh someone please was all a bad dream

So I don’t have to face

My first morning without you….

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